I feel like my life sucks.
But I don't think it does.
I know it doesn't suck.
I think!
haha

Well. I suck. I can't figure out why I hate everything. I am getting VERY stressed out, missing class, forgetting everything, feeling super overwhelmed. And it's all for no reason. I have only three classes, I only work about 25 hours a week...
I don't know.

It just is bad. I can't figure out why I struggle so much.

But I miss my grandpa...a lot. And the lewiston art applications are being mailed out and I don't want to do it because he won't be here to help me with it, like always.

Everything reminds me of him and then I think of how he was for the last two weeks of his life and it was just horrible. That's not how anyone should go.

I hate making myself miserable.

Oh and P.S. if anyone actually read this for some reason??:
My laptop crashed because no one knows how to use a fucking computer so I can't really find time to upload shit. Hopefully it will be fixed someday...